Paranormal Factor

There seems to be a trend with my sensory perception of ghosts. Family members have also noticed the same thing I have. If I am sleeping and I am bothered by a ghost, I notice a few things. I feel cold, I begin to shake and cry in my sleep. It is usually enough to wake me up. I don’t notice that I am having any dreams whatsoever, just that I am being bothered. This was the case at a hotel I visited, the cabin in Idlewild and here in my own home.

Two nights ago, I shut all the lights off at night; something I don’t normally do — because I actually have problems with the supernatural and more recently with a neighborhood kid who was bothering our house at night. That is when I had trouble. I woke myself up sobbing and afraid, I was certain someone had been bothering me again.

There are moments when I really want to forget that I am different, so I go ahead and just try to be like everyone else at night. Sometimes I wake up and see apparitions, or a black shape. My father says I am having waking dreams and I like to agree; but there is an uncertainty that says, maybe it is the “others”.

This is something I don’t normally discuss with everyone. I have no serious history of mental illness, just this thing I have been dealing with for awhile. Thankfully, I have been encouraged by shows like Paranormal State and Ghost Hunters to accept, that perhaps beeing cursed or blessed with being able to sense spirits is just something that naturally occurs.

I realize there are plenty of people that deal with this including the part where people judge
you as being a quack. That’s okay with me, I accept that people have different views. However, as long as there are people that feel the way I do, I can discuss it. I welcome anyone who is also experiencing paranormal activity to feel free to contact me. I would love to hear from you.